I just want to remind you that you are beautiful, no matter what say, no words can bring us down ooohhhhhh ooooouuhhh. Ya random song break out, get over it.
Hope you are well, and when I say you I mean, you not the person you are pretending to be when you are on a high pressure date or at work behind the counter of walmart. That is not you. In public and society, we seem that you. The reality of it, that is not you.
Random thought, imagine Gerard butler as the new punisher!??
Anyways, just saying, thatbisbbotnwhonypunare just like how when I walk and talk, normally I am not me, unless I like you or plan on spending time around you. Try hard but you won't know me. If you grab me at the bar to explain a story of some guy who started a physical altercation with you, clearly you don't know me because buddy, don't frikin touch me.
If you are someone who I am seeing and you are seeing other people; ew. Clearly you don't know me.
When we meet at the bar, I already decided whether or not you will learn who I am or of I'm just going to make buddies with you because I enjoy interesting conversations and smile and nod with most of what you say.
I dated a girl for almost a year, she didn't learn who I was till the very end. I'll never forget that day because it came clear to me, people don't always like who you are and when you try to hide it for a long time, they are bound to see the seams of your story. They may say you changed or that something is wrong with you, the reality of it, it's who you are, and there is nothing wrong with it. What I'm saying implies some heavy, and I mean heavy things. But the way it is, may not be the waiver want to see it, but that is how it is.
Like the joker and batman. An unstopable force meets and unmovable object. This is the reality of human nature and free will. Many people try to justify the ridiculousness of people, saying this or that or whatever is in our genes. Honestly, we, at least I feel, are products of our environment, some of us good childhood and others not so good.
We are people, we are who we are, some of us not consider people because of defect or actions taken against people of the same species, but such things happen when we have power we have no control over, or understand fully for that matter.
People are who they are, society's norm is determined by the majority and currently majority believes in blah blah blah. Those who deviate are treated accordingly.
We need to embrace who we are, I'm not saying go out and murder someone or go steal a big screen tv or anything. People should be comfortable with themselves, and I'll tell you, of you are one of those individuals looking for the right person. Being yourself is the way you will find youngster ending because that is how you determine who can and can't handle your bs.
Embrace who you are and life becomes so much easier, less hiding meaning less energy and worry spent on disguises, figuratively speaking. And if you are someone who needs to hide themselves. Well, I wish you all the best and suggest you find at least one person that you can open up to. We all, good or bad, need someone. Anti-social beings may obviously find this harder but I mean, as a truebeliever I feel like there is always hope. Spiderman #15 from the maximum carnage series.
Is there really a life worth saving with Cletus kassidy when he will most likely spend the rest of his days in stasis and will not ever be able to be helped? The act of even just being willing to risk life and limb, spoke truly enough that yes, it is.
Don't let the venom inside of you get the best of your spiderman. Carnage is the character in us all that we find to be our flaws, but do we always have to kill and do we need to ponder is it nevessary to hide it.
It is different for everyone, I don't like being touched, I like skinny, including excessively skinny girls, I feel fat all the time and am hyper active sexually. I smoke and hate it. I love eating the best tasting foods and lots of then but avoid it like the plague by saying I'm full. I write this knowing that no one reads them. Really wish people would and wish that they would help someone cause I'm a conceded person when it comes to karma. I can at times say I'm trying to be altiristic, other times, I'm doing it just saying that I am altiristic.
I love my family and friends. Truth, never deny it or forget it. Oh! And have a good night.
Cheers.
CB
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